On March 8th Jody and I didn't have to work. It was a National Women's Day and all the schools were closed. We thought we would spend the day sightseeing. We thought we would take a tour of the Royal Palace and also visit the National Museum.
When we got to the Royal Palace we were told by a tuk tuk driver that it was closed for the National holiday. He asked if we wanted to go to the Killing Fields and Toul Sleng. We were not sure that we did, but after a quick discussion decided that that is what we would do.
The tuk tuk driver gave us a price for a return trip. He said that it didn't matter how long we stayed at the Killing Fields he would wait for us and drive us back to town. The ride out took about 30 minutes as it was about 15 kms from town.
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| The monument built to house some remains |
There was a monument that was about 3 stories tall which housed some of the remains of the people that had been executed at the Killings Fields, as well as some of their clothing and some of the weapons of destruction. The centre of the monument had shelves that were about 10' x 12' and there was 9 in total. The bottom shelf was covered in clothing that was taken from the mass graves of the people when it was exhumed in 1980. The next 4 or 5 shelves was covered in skulls which were sorted by gender and age. The next shelf had jaw bones and collar bones, etc. and I am not sure what was above that. It was very, very sad to see. So many people lost their lives here in a very cruel and brutal fashion.
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| One of the weapons used to kill people |
The Killing Fields that had been excavated in 1980 were 6 - 7 foot deep depressions in the earth about 15 -20 feet diameter. These were the mass grave sites of thousands of people.
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| Some exhumed graves |
There was almost 9000 people found in these mass graves and there are still mass grave sites that have not been touched at the Killing Fields. Some of the mass grave sites were marked as they contained atrocities all their own.
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| The grave of 166 headless corpses |
There was the mass grave site that had been home to 166 headless corpses, or the grave site that was home to only naked women and their small children and babies.
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| The women and children's mass grave |
This one was right next to a tree that was marked as the tree which the babies and small children were beaten against until they were dead.
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| The tree where soldiers beat children to death |
It breaks my heart to think of the horrors that these people were subjected to before they died. It would have been too much to endure. How could someone do this to someone else? tonhelpless women and children? to little babies? How they must have been praying to their god or gods for help. God must have been sickened at the blackness of the torturers' souls.
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| Some bones and clothing sticking out of the ground at the Killing Fields |
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| On this tree hung loudspeakers used to drown out the cries of the dying people |
Jody and I wandered around the area questioning how this could have happened and how come we never knew about it? I was a teenager and Jody was a young mother. We wondered why the world didn't step in and help these people. How the Khmer Rouge was allowed to run rampant in a country, destroying its people among other things. Genocide has happened before in this world and it has happened a couple of times in my lifetime. Is there somewhere in the world that is experiencing it right now? Are people being prosecuted, tortured and annihilated in mass numbers somewhere where we can help put a stop to it? We need to pray for God's peace and mercy on people around the world, especially those who He has yet to reveal himself to.
There was another building on the site that house a bit of a museum. There was a room showing who some of the Khmer Rouge responsible for the atrocities, some of the weapons used like hoes, sickles, axes, picks, hammers, etc. It was thought that bullets were too expensive to waste on killing these people. Another room had a film on who the Khmer Rouge was and their rise to power and what their beliefs were and how they treated the people. It was supposed to be an equal society - no one better than another. Although, it was determined that the people from the city were corrupted by modern society and the poor peasants in the country were the model or "base people". The base people didn't have to leave their homes, villages, or farms during the reign of the Khmer Rouge. It is my understanding that they also received a better share of the food that was distributed to the peoples.
There was another room in that same building that had a brief history on the high ups of the Khmer Rouge regime. At the top was Pol Pot, of course. What struck me was that most of the leaders where well educated men. Most had won scholarships to study in France when they were younger. Some of the information eluded to the fact that this was where some of them first joined the "communist movement".
Our tour guide said that his mother and his father were killed by the Khmer Rouge and that one sister and one brother starved to death during that time. He also said that the movie "The Killing Fields" was an accurate account of what went on during that time.
I was deeply moved by what I saw and read. My heart broke for the people - All the people and I cried. Tears spring to my eyes again, easily just by the thought.
Toul Sleng was a high school that was changed into a prison of torture and interrogation for the Khmer Rouge. It was the largest prison in all of Cambodia. It was stated that 17,000 people entered and only 7 lived. All the others were taken to the above mentioned killing field and executed.
The Khmer Rouge killed every member of the former government. It questioned people under torturous conditions trying to get names of anyone who might be against them or deemed a threat to them. They didn't stop the torture until names were given and then they would hunt those people and their families down and torture them until more names were given and then they would hunt them down and .....this went on for the whole time that they were in power. If a parent was killed the Khmer Rouge thought it was better to kill the whole family so that the children could not retaliate against them when they got older.
There was 4 three story buildings at Toul Sleng. Building A was used as a holding place for high up government officials that were being interrogated. The room was quite large with a single bed in it. There was also a steel box in it which the prisoner was to use as a toilet. The last prisoners to die at Toul Sleng were killed on the beds that they were lying on. Their hands and feet were shackled and the guide said that they were killed in a hurry as the Vietnamese army was right outside the gate trying to get in. The last 14 to die were buried on the property of Toul Sleng and the photographer that accompanied the Vietnamese army took photos of all 14 as they were found. There is an enlarge photograph in each room showing how the prisoner was found. It was very gruesome! Horror movies looked tame compared to what these people experienced.
The second building had chain link fencing all down the front of it. The tour guide said that this was because one woman committed suicide by jumping off the balcony of the third floor. They put the chain link fencing up to stop suicides as the death would be too easy for a person. The people in the second building were kept all chained together their hands and their feet all in a row. They could only stand, sit or lay down in the place that they were.
The third building was divided into small 3' x 4' rooms where prisoners were kept chained up. There was various methods of torture which apparently took place on a property next door.
One of the people who lived after being in imprisoned in Toul Sleng was an artist who the Khmer Rouge let live for their own purposes. After the Vietnamese freed Cambodia from the Khmer Rouge he painted pictures of the atrocities that he had witnessed and these were displayed in there. His paintings showed people having their fingernails and toenails pulled out by pliers, people hung upsidedown being dunked in a large caldron which the tour guide said was filled with sewage. People being beaten, starved, etc. It was horrible.
The Khmer Rouge also kept records of all the people to pass through the doors of the prison. Each one had a photograph with a number and a record of who they were and other particulars. Hundreds of these photos were on display, most were the victims but some were the Khmer Rouge. The majority of the soldiers with the KR were children aged ten to twenty, both boys and girls.
Being a soldier with the KR did not mean that you were safe from being taken captive, tortured and killed. Many of the KR were thought to be against the KR and were tortured and killed just like the other people.
It was a very, very solemn day for Jody and I. We were both profoundly affected by what we saw and experienced.
Prayers:
Please pray for all Cambodian people - for the family members that they lost or never got to know. That they are able to love their families that they have even if they didn't have anyone to show them how to love.
For my family back home - that God protect them and keep them safe from all that may harm them. Thankgiving for the family that I have been given. That I don't continue to take them for granted.
For all the people who are in bondage, whether it is from human trafficking, indenture, bonded or starvation and lack of opportunities. That God hear their cries and use us - the ones to whom much is given to help be the solution to abolishing slavery around the world.
For my friend Ferne and what a blessing she is to me and how she is willing to help me in whatever way she can.